My first Blogger blog. I have been journal less for some time and although my love affair with Facebook continues sometimes there isn't enough space for me to pour my thoughts onto the screen.
I've been trying to get round to purchasing a paper journal to write my how I feel about my new role as mother of 3 (yes THREE) children. A life I never expected to live and is so full I feel I can barely draw breath. Each moment is tainted with the bittersweet knowledge that it's the last time I will have it with my little boy so tiny and small. I am insanely and unrealistically broody already. To be pregnant again with a better attitute this time. I am filled with the creative, nurturing energy I remember from last time and the same sense of frustration when this is thwarted and I realise I simply don't have the time for half the things I want to do. Age.
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